I thought about telling my mom for a couple of days thinking that she wouldn’t care, that no one would notice if I disappeared, that I was alone… But when I finally had the courage to tell her I just straight up broke down and told her that I thought I had an eating disorder and that I couldn’t take it anymore. I told her everything, from overexercising to restricting. I remember us both crying. But after a few minutes she started to talk about how she loves me and cares about me, she called the doctors first thing in the morning! If she didn’t I wouldn’t be sending this message right now! It was the best decision I have ever made, I may regret it sometimes but I love life and I know how many people care about me. If you’re struggling, please know that you are not alone in this world, it may feel like it but there is someone out there that thinks you’re the greatest thing since sliced bread okay! Please choose recovery, I promise you will not regret it xx
Okay guys so I just wanted to share my experience while I was on raw till four, I loved it!! I mean who wouldn’t love unlimited amounts of fruits, grains, vegetables, and starches? Well at first I loved it, detoxing was rough but I was committed. After a while of eating RT4 I noticed I was gaining lots of weight. I exercised, but I was still gaining. The reality of the whole thing is you really shouldn’t be eating 3000 calories a day unless you work your ass off exercising like Freelee, or are recommended to by a doctor. Eat a balanced vegan diet, exercise, and love yourself, and I can promise you will see positive results!!
I love you more!!!